i cried..last night.. dunno for what.. dun ask.. haiz.. hmmm...

hmmm... today.. i realised that so many people play maple in bootes.. which is a good thing.. also a bad thing.. cuz i will feel stressed when they lvl fast.. i cant lvl at my own pace.. >.<

its been so long since i cried... and it was fun while it lasted... but its not over.. i guess that was only the beginning.. cuz today i felt like doin it again.. i almost broke down in the car.. but lucky i was listening to sum bsb songs.. cooled down a while.. i wanna talk to sumone.. but not the same person i talked to yesterday.. cuz i realised that he doesnt understand a single shit i was feeling.. and he was sleepy.. so its the same as.. hearing.. hm ah orh.. sumthin lidat.. haiz.. where is he when i need him...?? i really miss him badly.. he use to be there.. but not now.. no more.. dunno why.. maybe got stead le den dun care abt me liao.. maybe bahx.. haiz.. i feel so sad now la.. its like.. juz now i talked to one of my male cousin.. we talked abt stuff.. and more stuff... and i feel what he said was kinda in a way right.. sooo...

[[ I will only confess to a guy in the face when a natural disaster hits Singapore. ]]

this will last for 2 years. starting from now.

i miss him.. but i cant say who.. too complicated.. sianx... its like.. now i have no one to turn to.. i also cannot keep disturbing him.. he has his life... yea.. well... its lasted for..... 2 weeks? hmmm.. nthin last forever.. yea..

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